night 15

Dear darling, Today i went to Bristol alone it s so far away. Unfortunately the weather wasnt as sgreat as yesterday's. It was gloomy and rainy. Despite that, it was quite fun. I went to Bath too!! Compare to Bristol, Bath is more historical(?). There are a lot of melb-uni type(old law building, old art, trinity college) type of buildings in bath. I love it there. So beautiful~ Hmmm about bristol, i didnt do much there. There s not much to see there actually. Just a big shopping complex nearby.. so... unavoidably.... i blame it to fate... ton shopped....i bought a clock(for my new home) and a set of coffee cups(from house of frasers... they have sales everywhere), a dress, a vest, a book and a hairdressing clip... i saw a half table(those tables we place it beside the entrance, that s what they called it... i only know it today), it is so so so beautiful!! 100% wood(some modern ones arent....) and the colour is not artificial wood colour! it s some nice wood the table is selling for 48 pounds only.. i had a hard time to walk away from it....and the writing desk next to it is nice too..... you know... the ancient time type writing desk... and it is in a very very good condition....... $58 only...i really wanted them... i am missing them now...you know those writing table you need to pull down the thing in order to have the 'surface' to write... it is so beautiful... i remember i saw it in movies.... >.< sorry for mumbling about random things.... you know how old school your girlfriend is...anyways today was fun too~ now i am waiting for bro to go out to have dinner with me~ compare to bristol, i like oxford better, maybe it s because there are more 'old things' there. I am glad that darling is having his holidays~ finally he can relax~ I have just finished south of the border. Again it is inevitably nice.... and it s a short book, so i can keep up with all the details... somehow... i think murakami was writing about himself... hmmm i am inspired actually... his writing is very influencing, it s all about his choice of words i guess, he knows which word to use to covert feeling(feeling is imaginative and he succeeds to express it to us, in other words, he has the ability to make feelings solid.. sorry i dont know what i am talking about hahhaha) I am inspired by his ability to convert feeling and imaginative things into something solid and reserve the whole meaning in the process. I guess only a very sensitive person is able to do that. It s either a gifted talent or a person's sensitivity could be enhanced. I am trying to pay more attention to things around me. And it s been fun to see thing with attention. Life is dull and boring if we ignore all the details and focus only on the so called broad picture. The fun part is all in the details. An incident has happened and different people take it in different way. The incident stays the same, it s like a bottle full of candies(you can see who made this example), the amount of candy we get out of the bottle is all up to us, whether we make the most out of it or just leave the whole bottle untouched is totally depend on each taker's personal perspective. A person who pays attention to the details more is making the most out of whatever he/she is going through, so he/she is the one who takes more candies according to this example. What i am trying to say is, we all can be sensitive and own the ability to express our feelings better to the others(how cool is it? making another human being understand us completely, a lot of murakami's writing is about loneliness, i guess a lot of novels are about this dreadful topic too) Anyways, i am not lonely~ i have darling~ i hope darling find the same too... sorry for keep going on and on... you know how i need to get things out of my system when i finish something... otherwise i will keep thinking about it.... btw, red wall!! your bro wants a russian style home? hahahaha i cant believe your parents agreed to red wall... my parents wont do that i guess hahahha bon night sweet dreams talk to you today/tomorrow laters helicopters i love you darling