The Second Year After She Left

Things became a little bit complicated in the second year. The girl was less than a good girlfriend. She often compliant about the guy's non existent plan to hong kong. She was annoyed by repetitively being asked about her day. She knew she was wrong and she always felt bad about losing her temper. She knew that she was damaging their relationship yet she didnt know what she could do to repair it. At that time, the girl still love the guy very much. They still shared many common interests and views. But its difficult to be inseparable when two people were separated by time and distance. It is difficult to be understanding when they were both facing difficulties in their workplaces and in other aspects in life.

Being mature and responsible means getting the right things done. They both struggled in identifying the right things and getting them done. They are living in two completely different environments. Their lives are diverging with no overlap.

Yet the girl did not want to give up. What she has written on this blog does not reflect the full picture of her relationship. Her relationship with him was far more than that. It was something that she wanted to retain at any cost. So precious that she did not want to give it up even there were compelling reasons show that they should break.

It hurt her so much when he decided to end the relationship she had been holding tightly.

She tried to calm down and hide from any thing or moment which reminds her of him. She succeeded at first until she realized that she would forget about the substances of this relationship if she continues to neglect those substances. Having all the details and substances of the relationship in mind pains her so much. But she did not want to let any bit go. She knew things she values so much today will lose their value with time increases.

The guy had been treating her well. He tried very hard to maintain their relationship. It was not easy for him to do most of the work in this relationship. He wrote letter to the girl every week, composed poem to her in 100 consecutive days,he was always supportive and cheerful, he always tolerate the girl’s outbursts and he did everything to show his love and care. The girl knew those things all along.