Ton's messy day

Night 17 (Part II)

Sweet Sweetheart, you are so capable, going all the way to the airport youself. I hope you are packed and everything goes smoothly. It is bad that it's raining so heavily though. Get plenty of rest on the plane if you can Sweetheart, although it can be hard. Maybe they will have some decent movies to keep you entertained. I forgot to ask if you will be transitting somewhere (unacceptable), but I hope it's not too long. You will be home soon, although I'm sure you will miss Europe a bit too. I miss you dearly Sweetheart. I will speak to you soon precious. Gnight sweetheart, ya talk to you today/tomorrow laters alligators. I love you Sweetheart.

night 16

dear darling, it s raining heavily now. I am leaving today. From bro's place to heathrow takes 3 hours. I am going to take a cab to the station and then take the bus to the airport. Bro is out to the theme park with his frens. I told him i could manage. Anyways, darling my flight is 10pm. Anyways, darling, i miss you. loves, ton

Night 17 (Part I)

Sweetheart, when will you be arriving in HK my sweet? Hahaha Sweetheart's shopping was unavoidable. But the table and the desk sound really wicked! It sounds like you are going to be living in a Charles Dickens type house. My Tonliver Twist. Especially the desk, i like how you described it about having to pull it down to have a surface to write on. I think I know what desk you are talking about- its pretty awesome. How will you get that back to HK? I remember reading that Bath is quite historical too (I think it was from Mansfield Park (Jane Austin (*Ton feels sick hearing the author's name))). I can't believe there's a restarant called that! I laughed when I saw it. There is a restaurant called Ton Ton, inside my heart- and it's always full. There is only one seat there, and it's always occupied by you. The book sounds fascinating Sweetheart. I love Sweetheart's analysis. I could listen to you talk about it all day, and be perfectly happy. I believe what you say about the details too. They make things worthwhile. The big picture can often be sad I think, so we have to find happiness and strength in the little things. He must capture feelings really well in South of the Border. He does it well in his other novels too. Like you said, he must be very observant. I'll try to take more candies from my experiences. I must pay even more attention to all the ways you are so breath-taking. About the red wall, it's still random! I would have preferred a life-size picture of you my love. You always have me sweetheart. And you make me not feel lonely. I'm so happy nothing has changed. I'm forever yours Precious. I look forward to talking to you.

night 15(part 2)

dear darling, i am still waiting at home. But it s alright i am not hungry anyway. Darling, i am leaving tomorrow. I feel it has been so long..... this trip is too long i guess..i hope darling doesnt feel i am too far away from you... nothing has changed, i am still the ton who loves you very much~

Tin Tin~

night 15

Dear darling, Today i went to Bristol alone it s so far away. Unfortunately the weather wasnt as sgreat as yesterday's. It was gloomy and rainy. Despite that, it was quite fun. I went to Bath too!! Compare to Bristol, Bath is more historical(?). There are a lot of melb-uni type(old law building, old art, trinity college) type of buildings in bath. I love it there. So beautiful~ Hmmm about bristol, i didnt do much there. There s not much to see there actually. Just a big shopping complex nearby.. so... unavoidably.... i blame it to fate... ton shopped....i bought a clock(for my new home) and a set of coffee cups(from house of frasers... they have sales everywhere), a dress, a vest, a book and a hairdressing clip... i saw a half table(those tables we place it beside the entrance, that s what they called it... i only know it today), it is so so so beautiful!! 100% wood(some modern ones arent....) and the colour is not artificial wood colour! it s some nice wood the table is selling for 48 pounds only.. i had a hard time to walk away from it....and the writing desk next to it is nice too..... you know... the ancient time type writing desk... and it is in a very very good condition....... $58 only...i really wanted them... i am missing them now...you know those writing table you need to pull down the thing in order to have the 'surface' to write... it is so beautiful... i remember i saw it in movies.... >.< sorry for mumbling about random things.... you know how old school your girlfriend is...anyways today was fun too~ now i am waiting for bro to go out to have dinner with me~ compare to bristol, i like oxford better, maybe it s because there are more 'old things' there. I am glad that darling is having his holidays~ finally he can relax~ I have just finished south of the border. Again it is inevitably nice.... and it s a short book, so i can keep up with all the details... somehow... i think murakami was writing about himself... hmmm i am inspired actually... his writing is very influencing, it s all about his choice of words i guess, he knows which word to use to covert feeling(feeling is imaginative and he succeeds to express it to us, in other words, he has the ability to make feelings solid.. sorry i dont know what i am talking about hahhaha) I am inspired by his ability to convert feeling and imaginative things into something solid and reserve the whole meaning in the process. I guess only a very sensitive person is able to do that. It s either a gifted talent or a person's sensitivity could be enhanced. I am trying to pay more attention to things around me. And it s been fun to see thing with attention. Life is dull and boring if we ignore all the details and focus only on the so called broad picture. The fun part is all in the details. An incident has happened and different people take it in different way. The incident stays the same, it s like a bottle full of candies(you can see who made this example), the amount of candy we get out of the bottle is all up to us, whether we make the most out of it or just leave the whole bottle untouched is totally depend on each taker's personal perspective. A person who pays attention to the details more is making the most out of whatever he/she is going through, so he/she is the one who takes more candies according to this example. What i am trying to say is, we all can be sensitive and own the ability to express our feelings better to the others(how cool is it? making another human being understand us completely, a lot of murakami's writing is about loneliness, i guess a lot of novels are about this dreadful topic too) Anyways, i am not lonely~ i have darling~ i hope darling find the same too... sorry for keep going on and on... you know how i need to get things out of my system when i finish something... otherwise i will keep thinking about it.... btw, red wall!! your bro wants a russian style home? hahahaha i cant believe your parents agreed to red wall... my parents wont do that i guess hahahha bon night sweet dreams talk to you today/tomorrow laters helicopters i love you darling

Night 16 (III)

Also, you are in England during the Wimbledon Tennis championships!!!!You.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................I have to content my self to watch it on TV. I miss you dearest. Rest like the true love I know you are.